THE FRIENDLY EVIL GUN

THE AGONY by sam.

i watch her suffer in silence;
cant do anything to help
though she's the one hurting inside
i somehow feel the pain.

she is a very sad case
her love life was not meant to be
for the person she loved was of the same gender
and was seven years older.

one day she found out that she knew
she freaked out
and her fear grew
avoided; ignored; she tried all ways
but yet she could not let it out.

She bottled up; knew not what to do
She looked and looked, and talked to you
& you helped her get through stage by stage
until you went off to taiwan

then the poor & helpless girl
searched again and talked to you
You helped her again and again
pulling her out whenever she fell in

then one day you found out
that suicidal thoughts worn her out
she used a penknife, brown and rusty
to slash herself, not deep, but bloody.

you guys cried in pain, and so did i
but i just knew that there was more
you and her got into a struggle
quarrelled and she was hurt even more.

then again.

we're back to square one.

except that the poor girl is filled with hatred

I stood there looking, helplessly, on,
at the girl who was so young
yet her life was ruined; spoilt,
and I looked on as she did
the
jump.

landed with a bloody thud
that woke me up from my dream
of me, as that girl.
THE DEAD

THE POSTS

THE GATES

THE SPEECH

THE PAST